SHOWING UP FOR YOURSELF IN SERVICE

The current themes appear to be how can I show up for myself in a form of service; whether that service be to myself or for others through myself. I have been feeling unfulfilled of late, recognising how I’ve been playing it save and ‘not’ showing up. I’ve been having so many ‘bread crumb’ moments… ideas and reoccurring thoughts towards what I could be doing, what I WANT to do, however struggling with the feeling of wanting to take action towards those things.

I’ve been acknowledging how I have been in that ‘safe zone’; the ‘comfort’ zone, not allowing my masculine to take the action towards these bread crumbs… not trusting all the thoughts and ideas that I have had that are pointing me in a direction. I’ve been so distracted and disconnected because I haven’t been feeling a ‘pull’ to take action towards that idea, it hasn’t been fuelled with passion and drive. This is the block right… the conscious mind, the cyclic conditioning that would prefer to wait… than show up for themselves. I am personally not a gym goer… BUT that is the masculines domain right! To PUSH THROUGH THE DISCOMFORT, KNOWING that it is a service to your body and your well being.

So recently I have been taking into account all the areas in my life where I have been shown the breadcrumbs but have been ignoring it….

To layer on top of this, because the universe is ironic with being so simple but complicated at the same time….. DISCERNMENT … the ability to acknowledge whether you are taking action towards something via the reaction of your thoughts and conditioning… OR whether you are feeling with your knowing on what is the next course of action. I have SO many things going on in my life right now.. many of them out of my control and asking for a level of surrender…. Being asked to revisit the breadcrumbs and discern whether I am taking action out of thought or feeling.

One of my biggest questions at the moment… how can I show up for myself in service. How can a create a routine where my masculine can be seen and acknowledged… where I can start taking action in my life in a way that is fulfilling my soul, not the illusion through past conditionings.

I am at the point where I am ready to make this change, and activate this discipline from a place of feeling into the bread crumbs, into my knowing. Are you interested in joining me?

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Message from Source

There are many challenges and changes happening in the world right now, and you hold a vital part in it. Show up for yourself in the ways that feel right to you! Not what you think you should be doing, or how others are doing it. Find your own way, and do so in confidence of what you are capable of. I believe in what you are capable of. Do you?